In 2001, we had the "9/11" incident. David Miscavige wrote his famous "Wake Up Call" essay, and combined it with a speech during the Auditor's Day Event, urging everyone do his new Volunteer Minister Course by December 31st. He ordered every staff member in every Church of Scientology to do this course... regardless of any excuses. And the staff pressured all the Scientology members to also do the course — in addition to their usual study load.
I was in the middle of doing well on the metering course for the first time in five years. I wasn't about to stop for any reason whatsoever. On one fateful Friday evening in November (the 16th), instead of having a graduation ceremony as was usual, the Church of Scientology (ASHO) had a gang-registration to enforce or cajole people into signing up for the Volunteer Minister Course.
I politely told everyone that I was mid a course and doing well and wasn't going to stop for anyone. But they persisted. The Director of Training, a young girl of about 15 years whom I respected, asked me if I had seen COB's video. Sure did. I remarked that though COB (David Miscavige) might be her senior and could order her to training, he was not MY senior and could NOT order me to training. After all, I didn't work for the Church of Scientology.
This remark was overheard and/or passed on. Andy Cook (the #2 guy at ASHO at that time) confronted me with venom before I left the building. Mr. Cook was visibly upset and shaking and he said some very hateful things to me. He also wrote a Knowledge Report on me and suggested to the MAA that I had "overts or withholds" which should be pulled (found out, whether by my own admission or them getting it out of me). He even insulted me in the report by mentioning that my (then) husband was an "illegal pc" (meaning he was refused all auditing) and that I had never been paid an FSM commission because I obviously had never brought anyone into ASHO, so why was I even in his org. Even though I continued to do well on course and completed more drills and study the next course period, I was dragged off course and ordered to the Ethics office. There, MAA Arthur Milford (a minor child who had never completed his Staff Statuses or any ethics training course) derided me and ordered me to write up my overts and withholds on the spot.
I'm going to fast-forward this story. The ensuing upsets caused me to break my wrist, it was put in a cast, I couldn't perform on the metering course so I started the Volunteer Minister Course at the Church of Scientology of Los Angeles anyway, typed my essays with my left hand on a portable typewriter which I brought to the org, my mother in Arizona fell and went into a coma and was in hospice waiting to die, I flew to Arizona to be with my mother and father, my mother died, I continued doing the Volunteer Minister Course study and practice drills while in Arizona, I returned home to Los Angeles on the 30th of December and completed the Volunteer Minister Course by December 31st, 2001, the original desirable date to complete the course. I even got a Volunteer Minister jacket as a prize for finishing the course by Dec 31st!
Did completing the VM course get me out of hot water? Not on your banana!
I was pursued and harassed by Arthur Milford for the next six months. He wrote letters to my then husband accusing me of being blown, he sent people over to my house to drag me back to the Church of Scientology, and he threatened me with an SP Declare if I refused to come back to course. Keep in mind that my primary org at the time was Los Angeles Day Org and not ASHO. Even after I got the cast off my hand I never returned to ASHO. I tried to "route out" in April 2002 (hoping that would stop the harassments) and got the approval of the Director of Training and the Qualifcations Secretary Anne Bastin, but the D/CO (Deputy Commanding Officer) Andy Cook refused to sign the final step on the routing form and sent Donna Bischoff and Jennifer Welton to my house to collect me.
It took intervention by the LRH Host for ASHO Tashania Faust two months later to sort it all out. It took about half an hour, all parties were queried in person (Arthur Milford, the Director of Training, and Andy Cook) and everyone signed the routing form this time. Here is a letter she wrote to my then husband about his situation. It's a sort-of apology to him and mentions her hand in sorting out the ASHO comedy of arbitraries.
Six months of hell because Andy Cook had his nose out of joint.
You would think everything would be hunky-dory with ASHO now, right? Wrong! Two months later, ASHO MAA Arthur Milford walks into my shop (I was managing Georgettes General Store across the street from the "Big Blue" complex of Churches of Scientology) and hands me an envelope. He had ordered an Ethics Hearing on me (click to view what the paper he handed me).
As best I knew, I was not in any ethics trouble at this time and marched over to the AOLA LRH Host's office. And who do you know was sitting in that office... Chase Wilson. Chase had earlier threatened me with the alleged WISE West US Ethics Order mentioned in Arthur Milford's Ethics Hearing announcement, but Chase Wilson had figured out what was wrong with it and supposedly never actually "issued" it (meaning it wasn't made official or distributed). So why would ASHO have a copy of it and was "using it to attack me" again? Chase tried to tell me he had cancelled the order before issuing it. The LRH Host ordered him to correct/handle the matter. Within one hour I had in my hand an apology/correction from Chase Wilson (click here to see Chase's immediate correction for ASHO and the followup correction he wrote a month later). You'll hear more about Chase Wilson's role in the alleged-but-not-officially-issued WISE WUS Ethics Order in the next story.
The LRH Host said she would take care of the ASHO Ethics Hearing order, and I never heard about this again. I never went back to ASHO, either.
In late 2000, I signed up for some auditing at Los Angeles Day Org. I was given the run-around for four months without any auditing sessions. (I'd paid them $12,000.00!) I tried to figure out what the delay was. The D of P suggested I write to the C/S; he remarked about some "pain" I had mentioned. I never mentioned any pain, unless it was "mental pain" (anguish). He suggested I write up what I did know to the C/S, and so I did. The C/S Annie Palmer read what I wrote, and wrote a Knowledge Report on me for what I wrote. Disgusting!
After the four months had gone by with still an impasse, I finally said (or wrote) to them that if they weren't going to accept me for processing/auditing, that they might as well give me back my money since such "fixed fee donations" (as my $12,000 was termed) was accepted conditionally upon acceptance by the HGC (HGC=Hubbard Guidance Center, that section of a Church of Scientology which does the counselling/auditing).
I was in session the very next day. Amazing!
And I never discovered what the hold-up was about.
In December 2001, my then husband Bernard (Bernie) Littman had his over 10-year-long "illegal pc" status overturned by LA Org C/S Annie Palmer. He was thrilled to no end and shouted from the roof-tops about it. He posted his announcement to iTheta and a week later added some more information along with a notation that if anyone else wanted their illegal pc status looked at, they should contact LA Day Tours Reg, Steve Drabin.
Oh, did we all get in trouble for that! I guess no good news goes unpunished. Steve Drabin was pulled in and talked to. He came over to our house and together we drafted a "retraction" per his orders from someone at LA Org. On January 25, 2002 the clarification went out. (Click here to read the Bernie emails and the 'clarification' from Steve Drabin.) We never heard anything more about this, and thought everything was cool. But we were wrong.
That spring, I was doing auditing at LA Org. My C/S was Annie Palmer. I didn't think any more about the long ago incident.
Later in the fall, I was working with the LA Org Ethics Officer on something. She pulled out a paper she wanted to show me. She used another paper to cover up some of this "letter" she was showing me, but accidentally didn't cover enough of it. I read a paragraph and was stunned. Someone was requesting that I, my husband Bernard Littman, and staff member Steve Drabin get a Committee of Evidence (a very harsh and serious justice action in the Church of Scientology). I demanded to know who wrote this, since the Ethics Officer had accidentally shown me too much (she was attempting to show me something else in the letter). It was Annie Palmer. And the date of the letter was back in the springtime. I asked the Ethics Officer what came of it, and she said that she didn't think it necessary to do a Comm Ev and so nothing came of Annie Palmer's requests.
But what about the date? The date was the same time I was getting auditing in the LA Org HGC under C/S Annie Palmer's guidance. C/Ses are supposed to send their pc's to Ethics if they think something is out-ethics. Why would she write such a request to the Ethics Officer without routing me to Ethics? Why continue the auditing? This is a serious breach of Scientology "Standard Technology".
I was baffled but filed this incident in my mind under "bizarre behavior, avoid Annie Palmer in the future". (Especially considering the earlier incident with her.) Annie Palmer later showed up in Tampa Florida on staff while I was going there. I made sure I didn't get any auditing there while she was on staff.
With bizarre applications of L. Ron Hubbard technology including messing up cases and harsh justice penalties for non-out-ethics, you can wonder why I stuck around. I wonder that, too, sometimes. But if you think the above stories of injustice are harsh, wait for this next one!
ASHO strikes again
Los Angeles Org withholds auditing for 4 months
Los Angeles Org's C/S requests harsh ethics but continues to have me audited
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